to be lukcy, or unlucky..

i know they say at this age, i am to young to be worrying about love, its not so much i am worrying about love, its im worrying about is there something wrong with me ? i have tried to persue so many guys, maybe i come off desperate or something but its really getting hard to believe there isnt something wrong with me. i have gone through so many guys and not one have showed intrest. i think when i like a guy i get alittle over obsessive. i think this is because i have never gotten attention from guys. my dad left when i was really young and i saw him rarely. guys just dont attract to me. and it sucks. i think everyone deserves to find love, but for me its not coming easy. im not suggesting that love should comes ealily, it takes work, but for someone like me who has been through so much, some times im wondering if its me, or im just really unlucky. sometimes, i think its not even worth it anymore !