am i even there?

k so i go to this new school and i like this guy , he is on my bus, i dont even think he knowsw i exist. (well i know he does cause he added me on facebook) but ya, and yesterday, his friends made it awkward by saying we would make a cut couple! awkaward..dont k now what to do...like i want to get to know him but we dont hang out with the same people. should i give up..or try harder?

moving on..

its been a while since i have updated this blog! things have changed.. in about 2 onths im moving..leaving my best friends behind, most importantly, brian. he is seriously my everything. i hve known him since kindergarten and we have so muhc past. i have prived myslef on getting a bf, but then i realised something, i found this wuote online, i think youll enjoy it:
We’re too young, we don't need a boy to love, hold, and kiss. We won’t always be able to relax and be kids, but we'll always be able to love. so I’m going to get out there and liven up this world, leave my mark, make a difference, because in 5 years we will want to rewind, but we can't. So stop worrying about that boy, now is the time of our lives, let’s make mistakes, and not care and memories that will never fade. Live it up, and live it crazy. We are only young once, so let’s screw this up right. Drop the drama, forget the calories. And never question your actions, see ya later boy, I have history to make


this has impacted my life so much and i hope it does to yours too!

nothing, nodda, zip.

so its been a month since i last posted something and you think something would have happened by now but nothing! like i really dont get it....i have tons and tons of guy friends but that it! guys think of me as friends and mothing more! i just wish i could be held by someone and kissed by someone! i eel lonely! sure i have friends but they cant give you that comfort a guy can. ya i know what your thinking..you dont need a man! its not that i need one its that i want one! oh well...

i like you! get it?

ok there is this guy ive known since kindergarden and he is sooooo nice to me! flirts with me and is just amazing! but says he "doesnt like me" which i think is crock! but anyway i want to find out if he likes me but doesnt want to tell me cause if we go out and break up it would make things awkward or does he not actually like me and hes just a really nice guy! urrr!

I dont know you but your ridiculously hot!

so i was in the hallway because i was working on this socials project and this extremely hot guy sits in the hall! so i was flustered and started teling all my friends and then on of my friends was like oh ive known him for a while (they went to private school together) and there is this dance this valentines day dance coming up and i was like oh i have to get him before that so we can go togrther....well my friend was texting him and he was like i wont go with her till i get to know her but ill dance with her! and i was crazed.....like i want to get to know him but hes always surrounded by his friends! like omfg! so im trying to get to know him buts it is impossibel! urrrr

Boys Boys Boys

This adresses all you girls out there,

I am soo furustrated with the guy i like.,...we have been freinds since kindergarten and i am starting to like him and i tell him that then its all awkward but he says things will go back too normal (but they dont) he doesnt talk to me doesnt look at me and when i come somewhere he is he leaves!!!!! urr..he finally started talking to me after though.....and gave me candy (im a hopeless romantic!) i am sooo confused!